i have been trying so hard to cope with the anger and sadness against him, but its not working any more.... i feel like i have failed ... everyone even myself.... i feel hurt, scared, secretly in pain...
there is too much that time cannot erase. i have been loveing you for all of this time weve been together...but i feel betrayed now... when you cry i'd holed you, and say "everything will get better" when you where happy i'd be happy too. when you were just plain bored i would help you be happy again. but now im sad and crying who will hold me now? i am sad because you are not here and i wont be happy until you are back... who is going to tell me " every thing wil get better"? who is going to be happy with me? who is going to make me unbored? who is going to hold me when i feel sad and lonely....
ill never be happy and showing it with out you, You are everything to me. i hope you'll see it soon... because i love you.......Analaguna